二哥, 業

Hello! Saw Havoc Seng's blog, suddenly feel an urge to blog also. ^^
Okay A few things to address.

Let me try out, blogger.com new quoting function. heh heh!

Tests:
[QUOTE: Ranbu-tan]"today was a Testyful day....heee...so many test at one go...wa...my brain pumped full of adrenaline....i realised im getting better at my subs....esp physics...i could answer more than my previous tests....hope i can pass...if not i go bang walll....[or i ask the wall bang me]i studied pretty long for it...hmm...."[QUOTE: Ranbu-tan]

Haiz, I also studied very hard for physics, but just did not feel the sense of triumph I was expecting after the test. It was especially depressing when I realise I was the last one handing in the paper.
Can you imagine; you are struggling with your thoughts about a problem, then your friends outside called you. You put on a smile and said, "Coming! Coming!".

At this point you should be abit confuse.

Karma:
[QUOTE: Ranbu-tan]"i suddenly thought of something....where will i go when i die? hell or heaven?probably hell bah...cos i did countless of bad things and my karma is probably minus infinite...=X"[QUOTE: Ranbu-tan]

Karma, I remember first time I came across this word was when I am watching a hongkong film. (you might remember it, thanks to me!) ^^
Anyway, Chinese word for Karma is 業 pronouced as ye(weighing tone I think).
All living creatures are responsible for their karma — their actions and the effects of their actions — and for their release from samsara. The concept can be traced back to the early Upanishads.
The Esoteric Christian tradition, Essenian and later Rosicrucian schools teach it as the "Law of Cause and Consequence/Effect". However, this western esoteric tradition adds that the essence of the teachings of Christ is that the law of sin and death may be overcome by the Love of God, which will restore immortality(Yes, copy-paste information, but I got read one okay? not anyhow kapok! So, presenting Law of Karma.

Hmmm, Alot of not understandable words? Let me try out blogger.com dictionary function. ^^

[Blogger's dictionary: Samsara]
1.Buddhism. the process of coming into existence as a differentiated, mortal creature.
2.Hinduism. the endless series of births, deaths, and rebirths to which all beings are subject.
[Sponsored By: Dictionary.com]

[Blogger's dictionary: Upanishads]
n.Any of a group of philosophical treatises contributing to the theology of ancient Hinduism, elaborating on the earlier Vedas.
[Sponsored By: Dictionary.com]

Anyway, I think my karma value is quite good(not bragging). maybe can become Shepherd in my next rebirth? Carefree life and so many sheeps!

Now you are 97.7% confused, you don't know how to react, you don't know where to go. So just sit on your comfy chair and continue reading... Let me guide you through... Let me enlighten you.

Christalle:
[QUOTE: Ranbu-tan]"today's singapore poly's female personnel? was very chio...hehe...*blush blush*"[QUOTE: Ranbu-tan]

I still remember the name! *beam* Cause I did try to remember just now... Not sure if she is from Singapore polytechnic(according to C.s), but must agree she is beautiful. los.
*blush together with Havoc Seng*

100% confused? Stop asking questions, hold on to my hand I will bring you through the darkness. Don't stop...

Extras:

Today helped a older lady buy KFC student meal. xD considered as good deed, I guess.
Karma +1

So quite a messy day. happy and sad. must convert to happiness 100%

Hmm, since David don't blog here, I'll help him.
Karma+1

[QUOTE: ~SoulRaven~Pride of the Clouds]"How to be a 'Happy' person?Well, its kind of simple actually...Everyone can grasp it pretty easily...Just close your eyes, look at the typically calm and 'tranquil' black space right in front of you, and take some deep breaths...Forget those circumstances you're facing and try working up a smile...remember the great times you had with your friends/families... There you go, you're now a little happier!Remember...Happiness begins from the inside of you, think happy and you will be happy!100% Guaranteed!Well, its quite obvious right? Happy people apparently think happy thoughts? That's Human Beings for you...missing out on what is apparent and obvious.(Including me >.<) I'd say I'm trying to get there(being a happy person), but well...problems are only temporary, why should I dwell on them and stress myself ? I can do so much more when I'm happy anyway! *Edit* Thanks Adzreen for pointing out my error in the spelling of Guaranteed(correct) as Garunteed(wrong)."[QUOTE: ~SoulRaven~Pride of the Clouds]
Hmmm, close eyes...'tranquil'?(placid) black... Herrr, Harrr, Herr, Harr(Deep breaths)... Searching for memories, flashback... Harrr...Haha(Little bit happier)...

Suddenly had a question in my mind. Is sadness cause by problems? solely problems?

Spent alot of time to share all this with you. You should had unconsciously recieved some joy from me. No need to thanks me, it was my intention anyway.
Karma +1

Okay, that is all. Today's Karma's review: Karma +3

Ohh! forgotten to enlighten those who are confused

Enlightment

Borned in the darkness.
Cold and lonely.
Yet, it is so comfortable.
Quiet and peaceful.

Silence too dead.
Peacefulness too boring.
But, in my darkness,
There is nothing I can do.

Could not stand the darkness.
No, not any longer.
Now I am searching,
For the inexistent exit.

Umbearable, the darkness.
Irritated by the helplessness.
Continue searching,
until that day.

That day, it was her.
She broke the barrier.
Frightened and curious,
I looked at her.

A saviour.
A broke free.
Too good to be true.
Why me? I'm nothing.

Reciprocate, I have to.
Something, something special
Now I am searching again,
For that something, to prove my love.

My heart, only that and nothing more.
She did not decline, but 11.59am
I retreated, she was too good for me.
I ran, heading nowhere.

Unconsciously engulfed by darkness.
In the darkness,
Quiet, Lonely, but no long peaceful.
Affected by disturbing emotions.

Come to sense, regret.
I need her, she is my purpose, my meaning.
I took the blame,
Searching once again.

This time,
for purpose and meaning, for her.
This time,
I have to enlighten the darkness myself.

Now the search is still fruitless.
But, I believe I can do it.
Because, now I had a goal.
Because, now I feel existing.

The existence, hollow.
But, still worth living.
Now, still alone.
But then again, still myelf + her...

Lin Wei Xiang Gibson

This post is not long, but it is long...
It is 1h 40mins long...

Nevermind, worthy time spent. Byebye.